i was going to talk about how music, playing the cello, is so important in my life and how its one of the only things that helps me get through my problems. the thing is....it broke. it fell and the neck cracked and snapped. im more than upset, it might sound stupid, but i cried to emily over the phone. the worst part is that not one person in my family cares. it doesnt matter what grade i can bring home, whether it be an A+ or a B-, its NEVER good enough. im never in enough extraciricular activities, im never responsible, etc. i just wished they cared about me, as noelle, not as a project or something they can make into a perfect model child.
on a happier note.....if i can find a music store that repairs cellos, im all set to get my cello fixed and soon enough, midterms will before here and gone, ill be able to relax....hopefully, lol. best part, in two years, im going to europe and i hope i stay there.
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NELLIE! i'm so sorry! i understand what you mean about music and your cello, it's kind of like dance to me, it just helps me get through the day, if i could not dance i could not live, i feel so bad! tmrw i will go to my cousins house and steal his cello for you, he doesn't even appreciate it!
ReplyDeletewhat, ur going to europe, forever? ur just leaving me? how! ='[
obviously i know the whole music thing since if i didnt have it i would be dead within like 5 min. babe you know im here for you to cry to any time!!!! and screw grades. can i come to europe with you?! if you stayed forever i would miss you an awful lot
ReplyDeletelol thanks guys. of course i would take you all with me!!! DUH! lol. i would stow you away in my suitcase.
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