Friday, February 27, 2009

why (cont.)?

i am mean. there are so many times when i could have been nicer to my family or friends and choose not to do that. or worse, i like to gossip. it doesnt sound bad because everyone does, but it just makes me feel so guilty. because i know its wrong. idk, i just could be so much of a better person and people always say that im nice but its like, im not. i could be a better person.

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  1. this does not explain at all. im so lost. you are like the nicest person i know. you never yell you dont lose your temper easily you dont say mean things to people you sit there and take it when we do stupid stuff to you like nugget your purse (:D)

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  2. lmao, thats true. idk, em, maybe im just phrasing this really wrong lol. its just that im put up to such a high standard (if thats even the word to use) with everyone. i feel like i cant reach that high...and people will be disappointed with me.

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  3. that doesnt make you mean. being mean is bitching at people and freaking out and yelling and being moody and cynical (mostly like me)

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